WONDERING

Wondering,
Little by little,
Moments of being,
Presures were squeezing,
Growing,
Children were suckling
Your energies drying

Wondering
If you could see what changed
In you, withdrew
>From him
Receeding,
The dream melting

Wondering
If he was right for you,
Escaping the hardness of him
In you
Renouncing,
The joy frozen

Wondering
If you were right
To turn the Stone
That crushed the Life
And culled
The love of us
Redeeming,
The memories driven,
Wondering ....