Lost

Lost

I wanted him to love me,
Love me like I was his daughter.
I wanted to be apart of his life, so warm and so happy.
I told him I was lost,
he cared for me,
he made me smile,
he gave me love.
I will always look up to him,
high in the sky.
I never imagined that one day he would be gone.
I thought he'd always be there to make me smile.
I never thought it could happen to someone I cared about.
How will it feel, to lose someone you love?
Will I recognize him? Will he look sick?
will I cry or be strong?
I don't know how to be strong.
You were my strength.
Sharp pains peirce through my heart,
daggers repeatedly tearing at my skin.
I sense something not right ,
and find out your gone.
I told you I was lost.
Will you smile for me?
Help me be strong.
I'm lost.